^--Yet another one of my happy songs from Viva La Vida, entitled "Lost!". A really excellent song, and very appropriate too...these past 3 weeks, since my soccer season officially started, I've been extremely sore and exhausted after every game. ^^" I guess it's worth it, because I've been playing really well lately and my team is undefeated, but alas....oh, I almost scored a goal today though, but I was literally a few inches too high with my shot. :( Single teardrop.
School has been interesting, I guess. We've just started pinning our patterns in clothing, so we'll actually start on the sewing part of the class soon, which will be fun. Plus that means I can hopefully escape from the masses of freshmen and their bloated egos...so yay. That class is overfull, I have a feeling one of those little freshmen are going to get killed by the end of the semester, considering the teacher already has major issues with at least one of 'em. xD Photo has been pretty fun too. We're still working with our second roll of film, and I'm struggling a bit with transferring things onto photo paper in the dark room. I don't know if it's the machine I'm using, or what, but things end up being way too light or dark....that'll be a happy medium I will hopefully find soon...
Senior project mania has already started. I've gotten my project approved, so yay, but I'll probably have to look through that 1/4 inch thick manual we have for the project and what's expected of us, because I feel like I'm working in the dark right now....it may just be me, but it seems everyone else knows exactly what they need to do to accomplish something huge they've apparently never done before...and I don't. Paranoia? Maybe. Unsettling and rather nerve-wracking, nonetheless.
Overall, though, my life has been great. Yeah, I'm busy because of schoolwork/APs, clubs, drama, soccer, and everything else I'm doing at the moment, but it really has been a lot of fun so far, despite my worries and complaints I put here. Socially, things have been wonderful. I've gotten closer to a lot of my friends, and we just all click. It kind of helps too that we're no longer sitting with a person that kind of wreaked havoc on our emotions and connections to each other these last 3 years...so yay for that too. Tomorrow is my two-month anniversary with my boyfriend as well...I can't believe it's been two months. I have a rather skewed sense of time, so in some ways it seems like it's been much longer, and in other ways a lot shorter... any way, I'm really, really happy with everything. The way the future looks from here, I think I can handle all my worries (interesting that the senior project comes first and foremost to my mind when I think of "worries". o_o ). This is much more than what I could have said less than half a year ago, though as I learned in my AP psych class, I could be screwing up my memory recall by putting some emotional bias in the mix, what I feel now versus how I think I felt then....
gah. Enough of the psychoanalysis. We go over that enough in class....so yeah. That's the last month-ish, in a nutshell. :) My school's homecoming is next Saturday, which I'm really excited for. Man...I can't believe high school and all that is almost over....excitement and ominous looming of the abyss of what adult life holds, all in one..... whatever, haha. I'll try to report next week how the dance is, and maybe I'll post pictures if I have 'em handy.
So..I think that's all for now. Until next post!
Luv!
~Zatarra
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